Michall's leaving

Though for the past few months we haven't really been hanging out together much, but the times that we did, it was good. With Michall leaving back to Penang tomorrow, the heart's kind of heavy. I want to say again that life is so unfair...first Fern, then Michall.

I suppose you only realize how much a person has impacted your life when they are leaving. Yet, change is inevitable.

I sometimes wish I could do more to appreciate a person but everything fights for time. Perhaps it is compounded by the fact that I am inefficient and lazy most of the times. I still am trying to learn to curb this habit and if I may remind me, sluggardness is sin.

If I would use my brain and time more effectively, I could do much more bible studies, I could write more notes of appreciation and encouragement, I could make birthday cards, I could buy good gifts, I could exercise and I could blog.

Anyhow, Michall's leaving. It's starting to hit the heart pretty soon...perhaps because I've been anticipating this for the past 6 months or so. No more badminton. No movie kaki. No captain ball kaki. Less one CG member. If there was any of the CG members who felt the same way about CG as me, it would be Michall. And hence, I'm really gonna miss him. *sigh*